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I’m Sorry I Said I Was In Love With You.

Prim Emerly

Updated: Sep 27, 2024




I'm Sorry I Said I Was In Love With You.

It’s crazy how love will scare people away. Love should be the last thing to destroy anything. It’s one thing if you are in an abusive relationship or if you are the abuser using love as a manipulative tactic. Somehow even that fucked up love makes sense in its own fucked up way. I digress….


But telling someone you are in love with them too soon or too quickly, that destroys the potential of a future seems wrong.


What is love? When is the right time? Is there a right and wrong time? “You will scare him away”. ”Slow down”. “It’s too much pressure”. “How are you in love with someone you barely know?” “Do you know the weight of saying something like that?”

Have all been things I have heard from different people at different times.

More importantly when I was asked and told all of these different statements and desperately tried to defend or explain I realized Love is unexplainable, it is something you feel.


I didn’t know saying you were In love with someone could end so terribly and be such a bad thing to such a good thing starting.

Who knew love was that dangerous.


Fear of letting me down. Maybe denying the love because of the lack of receiving or accepting love. The risk to reward is too high, too much contention, can’t personally or professionally. Denying the feelings and emotions over logic. The past traumas of past experiences that aren’t present.


All I have known is to provide care and love to others. I have a lot of love in my heart, I feel deeply, a lot of love to give and for the first time felt safe, nurtured, and cared for, some could even say I felt loved.


My heart was in the right place I guess you just weren’t able to see it. The risk was too high.

The only way you let me down was not taking the chance.

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